I think of that line “ain’t nobody got time for that” whenever I feel the tears sting my eyes because I can’t hold them back
I think about that line when I get home from work too tired to do any…so I stand by my front door staring, wondering when…when things change.
I think about that line “ain’t nobody got time for that” when people ask me how I’m doing and I respond with a meek “OK” knowing damn well I am not…but you know…
Nobody wants a whiner.
Nobody wants someone who talks as if she is ungrateful for all she has…someone who knows she can be a pin prick away from ending it all.
Ain’t nobody got time for that…so I keep quiet.
Keep my fears, and my sadness to myself.
I smile while in the sun.
I nap when it rains.
Tell myself “things will get better”.
I beg the arms of depression to not bring me down…cause…well…you know…ain’t nobody got time for that.
Until next time,