LUST: a passionate or overmastering desire or craving
As I think about HIM I’m trying to recall when my innocent, school girl crush turned into the all consuming lust that I feel today.
What was the situation? What were the words spoken that flipped the switch and brightened this emotion to my mind?
When I look at HIM I still have remnants of the days of crushing.
My inability to stand still in HIS presence.
The way I would fumble my words in rapid succession like my beating pulse.
How I trained my ear to listen to his ninja silent footsteps.
HIM…with his subtle glances and nonchalant demeanor put an extra edge on that ledge of my emotions.
There is a lust for him that I can’t nor want to contain.